The in-betweens

Those moments in between moments of non-consciousness.  Those are the moments that bring back the most regrettable and most recent of dramas.  Dramas that have been caused by none other but the profoundly stupid persuasive me.
My regrets are always of things that I say and do that I think puts the other party off.
Why do I do stuff like that?  Why can't I take my time with non-pressing matters?  Why do I make a fool of myself?  Why am I always stupid with such things?  Why do I allow small things like that to stress me out?  Why am I annoying?  Why why why??????
I get on with my daily school work then hang out with friends.  But in between those major events, the moments in between seem to still control my days and nights.
Stolen moments change my attitude, make or break my days and take me back to embarrassingly crazy times.
I hate myself for those times.  Thinking about those times make me literally just wanna die right here.
The moments in betweens.  Please. Kill me.
......., Ny.

Degree of Master of Science!!!!

Got my Master's Degree Certificate today!!!!!

I'm speechless.

THANK YOU LORD!!!!!

Love, Ny.